Puppy Kisses

Today, I attended CPR certification class, which personally I wanted to do just so I would know I could save someones life and for my resume. I just have to say that CPR really does take some strenght because my wrists were hurting after three hours(it was so long). I felt awkward because I was the youngest one there by far, but it ended up okay because all anyone did was ask me where I am going to college. Over the past few months that is the most common question I receive and I feel like anyone who has just graduated can agree. Plus whenever I get asked that everyone has the same response which is," good for you." Also I must say I was wearing a Temple t-shirt all day and still everyone asked. I wanted to scream at them to look down for half a second and you will know. I want to become a PA (Physician Assistant) but I hate telling people that because they never know what it is and I ALWAYS have to explain and then they believe I am going to be a doctors little helper. No....I am going to be a certified professional capable of writing and prescribing prescriptions. Well I am happy to say that now I am certified in CPR so that I am happy about. A sore throat has come my way though, so I decided to try to comfort myself with puppy kisses. The end of the matter is, puppy kisses worked. FOR ALL ISSUES USE PUPPY KISSES. and I know yesterday I said they didn't work, but for almost all they do. Everyone needs to go get  a puppy, end of story.

Day 1

I woke up this morning on an average monday and all my mind could comprehend was a dream I had the night before. It involved something odd, that I may share later but at the moment I feel like it is best kept locked in my head. All I can say is that this dream left me feeling like well, bleh. And I hate the fact that my whole day was affected by something I had absolutely no control over that technically didn't even happen. I mean how much does that suck? All day I was fighting with myself to get out of this funk created by a dream. I worked out, played with adorable puppies, and took a hot shower, yet I still had an overwhelming feeling of just yuck. And we all know that if puppy kisses can't fix your issue..it's serious. Now that it is later at night I am sitting in my little cove of a room watch Diners, Drive-in's, and Dives dumbfounded by why I feel the urge to cry for no reason. I don't want to believe it is a woman thing because then I would be using that as an excuse rather then trying to make myself feel like myself again. Locking myself in my room probably isn't the best solution to my really non-existent weird shouldn't be a problem problem, but at this particular moment it is all I can manage. Later tonight I plan on emerging from my den to watch The Bachelorette with my father because it is my favorite show despite it's tremendous stupidity on more than a few levels,  so by then I hope my mind will correct itself. I must be honest though and say that this, writing down what has been going through my head all day, helps more then I thought it would. I won't always be a blue blogger, but today I needed to be. I'm human and my smile is not permanently stationed on my face so on days like today my blog will be soggy with a depressed tone, but trust me when I say the blogs will get brighter. Till Later

~BrumblesPerspective

Today's the Day

I don't know how else to put it other then I am a 17 year old girl (almost 18) who is in dire need of a serious outlet. Chances are nobody is going to take the time out of their similarly odd lives to read this, so why the heck should I just write whatever I want. Basically this blog is going to be me discussing my life, views, issues, and personal moments. So basically I am just writing to myself and expressing how I feel.