Day 1

I woke up this morning on an average monday and all my mind could comprehend was a dream I had the night before. It involved something odd, that I may share later but at the moment I feel like it is best kept locked in my head. All I can say is that this dream left me feeling like well, bleh. And I hate the fact that my whole day was affected by something I had absolutely no control over that technically didn't even happen. I mean how much does that suck? All day I was fighting with myself to get out of this funk created by a dream. I worked out, played with adorable puppies, and took a hot shower, yet I still had an overwhelming feeling of just yuck. And we all know that if puppy kisses can't fix your issue..it's serious. Now that it is later at night I am sitting in my little cove of a room watch Diners, Drive-in's, and Dives dumbfounded by why I feel the urge to cry for no reason. I don't want to believe it is a woman thing because then I would be using that as an excuse rather then trying to make myself feel like myself again. Locking myself in my room probably isn't the best solution to my really non-existent weird shouldn't be a problem problem, but at this particular moment it is all I can manage. Later tonight I plan on emerging from my den to watch The Bachelorette with my father because it is my favorite show despite it's tremendous stupidity on more than a few levels,  so by then I hope my mind will correct itself. I must be honest though and say that this, writing down what has been going through my head all day, helps more then I thought it would. I won't always be a blue blogger, but today I needed to be. I'm human and my smile is not permanently stationed on my face so on days like today my blog will be soggy with a depressed tone, but trust me when I say the blogs will get brighter. Till Later

~BrumblesPerspective